Review: 'I'm Still Here' is a moving drama of love and grief in a Brazilian dictatorship, with a steely lead performance by Fernanda Torres
Brazilian director Walter Salles’ drama “I’m Still Here” manages to be a razor-sharp thriller, a painfully emotional tale of grief, and a deeply felt romance in which love is measured by the absence.
It’s Rio de Janeiro in 1971, under the military dictatorship known as the “Argentine Revolution.” Rubens Paiva (Selton Mello) and his wife, Eunice Paiva (Fernanda Torres), believe the regime won’t dare touch their family. Rubens, a former congressman and a critic of the dictatorship, thinks he’s too high-profile, and that if the military cracks down on him, people would talk.
One day, armed men in plainclothes barge into the Paiva house, taking Rubens, Eunice and their daughter Eliana (Luiza Kosovski), are taken into custody. The armed men say they just want Rubens to give a deposition. But once in a military prison, all assurances are worthless. Eunice ends up being held for 12 days, with no word on what’s happening to Rubens or Eliana.
When she’s released, Eunice learns that Eliana was held for a day and then released. As for Rubens, he’s been “disappeared” in custody. No one knows where he is, or at least won’t say.
Eunice eventually must figure out how to go on without her husband — which is as much a financial issue (she can’t access his bank account without his signature) as it is a personal one. She also makes the decision that she won’t tell their three younger children what happened to their father, though Eliana and the oldest daughter, Vera (Valentina Herszage), who was in London for college, know the truth and don’t like keeping it from their siblings.
Screenwriters Murilo Hauser and Heitor Lorega adapted a memoir by Marcelo Rubens Paiva, one of those younger siblings all grown up — and the fascinating thing about the narrative is that knowing it’s a true story doesn’t alter the white-knuckle effect Salles creates. The focus is on Eunice, as her personal tragedy spurs her to remake her life, as the family moves to a São Paulo apartment and Eunice starts studying the law and gathers evidence to prove what the dictatorship is lying about in Rubens’ disappearance.
So at the heart of this movie is Torres, in an Oscar-nominated central performance as Eunice. Torres contains a multitude of emotions in her concise, controlled portrayal — fear, grief, anger, determination and love to keep the memory of her husband alive. (Salles also provides a beautiful grace note at the end, casting the Brazilian legend Fernanda Montenegro — Torres’ 95-year-old mother, and the Oscar-nominated star of Salles’ 1998 masterpiece “Central Station” — as Eunice as an old woman.)
“I’m Still Here” surprised a lot of people when it showed up as one of the 10 Best Picture Oscar nominees. A surprise, that is, to anyone who didn’t see this profoundly touching movie.
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‘I’m Still Here’
★★★1/2
Opens Friday, February 7, at the Broadway Centre Cinemas (Salt Lake City). Rated PG-13 for thematic content, sone strong language, drug use, smoking and brief nudity. Running time: 137 minutes; in Portuguese with subtitles.